Venting ~ Don’t Read Into It
Yeah it’s me. Decided to update this thing on a whim after an extended period of absence. I won’t try to make excuses.
Anyway, the reason I decided to jump back on this is rather personal. I felt that I’ve been lied to and betrayed as of late. Whether this is true is subjective. But the way I see it, someone played with my emotions and I am utterly pissed. I won’t go into detail, because I am not that petty. However, I feel I will no longer be able to trust this person with anything of importance again. This person has made some rather poor decisions in their life and I don’t think I can trust someone who continually and regularly messes up. Though I don’t like to admit it, I’m being rather self-absorbed right now. I feel I have the right to be selfish every once in awhile. What I am trying to say is that maybe I should have made a move sooner. Live and learn I guess. However, this person is a cunt for doing what she did. Right now I hate her so much I feel like killing myself. And when my tainted spirit finds its destination, I will topple the master of that dark place. From my black throne, I will lash together a machine of bone and blood, fueled by my hatred of her. This fear engine will bore a hole between This one and That one. When it begins she will hear the sound of children screaming – as though from a great distance. A smoking orb of nothing will grow above her bed, and from it will emerge a thousand starving crows. As I slip through the widening maw in my new form she will only catch a glimpse of my radiance before she is incinerated. Then, as tears of bubbling tar stream down my face, my dark world will begin. I will open one of my six mouths and sing the song that ends the earth.
Maybe a bit dramatic, but it accurately depicts how I’m thinking at this moment. Girls…disgusting yet beautiful creatures. Their games never cease to enrage me. I will bring them down from atop their pedestal. As they say, “Bitches Ain’t Shit but Hoes and Tricks”.
