Behind Blue Eyes
But my dreams
They aren’t as empty
As my conscience seems to be
I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeance
That’s never free
Feelin’ kinda down lately…mostly because of homecoming. I want to go, but I don’t know who to ask. It’s frustrating as hell. I mean, it’s my last year of highschool, I want to enjoy it. I’ll probably just suck it up and ask someone, anyone this week. No sense in living life without risk. I’ll probably be let down, but I’ll have to try again and again. If anime and manga has taught me one thing, it’s refusal to give up, however cliche that is.
Went on a Monmouth College Open House visit earlier today. The dorms are fantastic, and they let you have an airconditioner in underclassmen dorms if you have asthma. For once my chronic illness has a purpose. My roommate is going to love me. So yeah, I’m looking heavily into MC. They even have a study abroad course for Japan, so I might do that. Disappointed that Patrick Thompson was the only one I knew there…
I’ve found watching someone play video games live online, with other people is pretty fun. It’s hilarious when they get frustrated and freak the hell out.
